it is really amazing how, when you realize that you done all you could and thoes around us still don't realize that true inner part of yourself after you've shown it over and over...how in the past this would frustrate us and keep us so focused in the problem.  how to fix this...lol

i myself have realized that in giving up and moving on how liberating it is...i could only change myself...i believe i have...usually i would be killing myself to be someone i am not to make it all better...lol

instead i let go...

thoes who truely love you don't want you to change and thoes who truely love you will just simply love you...without strings.

to be there with love and support not complaints.

as i always try to stay in the solution in my mind today i live in it.

it's hard to let go.  but it sure feels good...as working the program should. 

it's hard to do the things the program suggests even scary but how much better the outcome is.  as long as you hold on to faith and keep moving through despite the obsticals it works.

hmmmm-I didnt think anyone could look inside my head and see the same things, you just posted.-lol

You bald with 2 earings in one ear??  Doesnt matter. Luv yu anyway.(Smile)

Shit happens-it piles up-Im getting outa the barnyard!!

Good to hear from yu. Im busy cutting strings from the past. Snip!! Snip!! Snip!! Lets see now--I gotta sign on this dotted line--sign on that dotted line.....

Look forward to tomorrows, as we deal with todays.

Have a good night Gal!!   Onward and upward!!