i never thought you would get to this day and gone so far in getting clean. i guess that came from the first time you went to rehab, after that i lost confidence but you've proved me wrong. for the first time in my life i'm glad to be proved wrong ---but you need to give yourself lotsa time and have lotsa patience and everything will come together...i know it will. my god look how far you've come in just a year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hang in there wendy....it will all come together if you keep workin at it
I was talking to my Mom today...copied and pasted her words to me today...it';s her 58th birthday...i didn't even know how old she would be today...was kind of surprised. Where has the time gone?? Like i could forget....I am clean and sober today...and i refuse to pick up that first drink/drug today. I don't care what crosses my path!!! i tried to quit..i tried to control drinking and drugging, nothing worked. I had to give up trying and just friggin' do it!!! My life has gotten better, if your trying my friends,,,,just do it!! Action, action, action. My new mantra. Not I think i can but,,,i can!!!! Mom's words at the end of our conversation:
i wish you a good one and i love ya to pieces and miss ya even more. wish you were here today!
I miss my mom!!!!
The promises do come true...when i thought i'd lost those who meant the most to me....i took hold of sobriety with everything i have in my heart...before i completely lost myself. I will not let go!!! \\// Wendy
wagon said
May 30, 2005
that a girl!god bless you wagon
cheri said
May 30, 2005
Right on Wendy...you go girl!!
Love ya, cheri
GammyRose said
May 31, 2005
Yes Wendy, the Promises do come true. Thank you for sharing your experience, strength and hope with us. And thanks for carrying the message the way you do,I'm still catching up on posts from when I was gone, and you are an inspiration.
How is your Mom feeling? When does she see the Dr. again?
(((Hugs)))
GammyRose
wantneeda said
May 31, 2005
thanks Gammy,,,my moms' coasting along...her next doc appointment is on July 27th...sigh
She just finished a cross stitch with me in mind, a gift for my 1st birthday...i just got an email from her saying it's been framed and ready to pick up. I'm so excited!!! After losing all my possessions i don't have any pics on my walls and i'm proud to say the first one going up is from my mom!!!
i never thought you would get to this day and gone so far in getting clean. i guess that came from the first time you went to rehab, after that i lost confidence but you've proved me wrong. for the first time in my life i'm glad to be proved wrong ---but you need to give yourself lotsa time and have lotsa patience and everything will come together...i know it will. my god look how far you've come in just a year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hang in there wendy....it will all come together if you keep workin at it
I was talking to my Mom today...copied and pasted her words to me today...it';s her 58th birthday...i didn't even know how old she would be today...was kind of surprised. Where has the time gone?? Like i could forget....I am clean and sober today...and i refuse to pick up that first drink/drug today. I don't care what crosses my path!!!
i tried to quit..i tried to control drinking and drugging, nothing worked. I had to give up trying and just friggin' do it!!! My life has gotten better, if your trying my friends,,,,just do it!! Action, action, action. My new mantra. Not I think i can but,,,i can!!!!
Mom's words at the end of our conversation:
i wish you a good one and i love ya to pieces and miss ya even more. wish you were here today!
I miss my mom!!!!
The promises do come true...when i thought i'd lost those who meant the most to me....i took hold of sobriety with everything i have in my heart...before i completely lost myself. I will not let go!!!
\\// Wendy
Right on Wendy...you go girl!!
Love ya, cheri
Yes Wendy, the Promises do come true. Thank you for sharing your experience, strength and hope with us. And thanks for carrying the message the way you do,I'm still catching up on posts from when I was gone, and you are an inspiration.
How is your Mom feeling? When does she see the Dr. again?
(((Hugs)))
GammyRose
thanks Gammy,,,my moms' coasting along...her next doc appointment is on July 27th...sigh
She just finished a cross stitch with me in mind, a gift for my 1st birthday...i just got an email from her saying it's been framed and ready to pick up. I'm so excited!!! After losing all my possessions i don't have any pics on my walls and i'm proud to say the first one going up is from my mom!!!
I can't wait to see it!!!
hugs to you!!
\\// Wendy