HI if you can see this. need to talk!

Hi Celt...sounds like you're having a rough time,eh?some of those posts seem a bit hostile.I was the queen of drunken writing and emails when i was drinking..used to send really embarrassing emails to people and then be horrified the next morning! Arr Arr..it seems funny,now, because i've accepted and forgiven myself, but it sure embarrassed me at the time...

tell me what's going on with you...we're all here to listen and support you,but i think that we have a bit of a time lag,as you are in europe,by the sounds of it.

Let's hear what's new. what's troubling you?

Hope today is a better day for you!

jill

Hi Celt

How are you doing now?

I am having a good day and doing a good job of destroying it.  Right now I have decided to eat every time I feel like taking a drink- or drink a soda.

This sucks but you know what ? I am going to remind myself what got me here in the first place.  Losing everything I have because of this obsession to the allergy that makes me imagine that everything is great.  When it really isn't.  I realise that I want to be really and truly aware of life, be it good or be it bad.

I hope that you are listening and that for this minute and hour that you will not be possesed by the desire and effect of a mind altering drug.

 In Sympathy Suzy