I hate meetings. I am the disease of addiction. I hate everyone who has a program. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering.
Allow me to introduce myself. I am the disease of adddicton. Cunning, Baffling, and very powerful; that's me.I have killed millions, and I am pleased. I love to catch you with the element of surprise. I love pretending I am your freind and lover. I have given you comfort, have I not? I was THERE. I love to make you hurt. I love to make you cry. Better yet, I love when I make you so numb you can do neither. You can't feel anything at all. This is true glory for me. I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long-term suffering. I have been there for you always. When things were not going right in yur life, you invited me. You said you did not deserve these good things, and I was the only one that would agree with you. Together we were able to destroty all things good in your life.
People do not take me seriously. They take strokes, heart attacts, even diabetes seriously. Fools that they are, they don't know that without my help, these things would not be made possible.
I am such a hated disease and yet I do not come uninvited. YOU choose to have me. So many have chosen me over reality and peace.
More than you hate me; I hate all of you who have a 12 step program. Your program, your meetings, your higher powers. They all weaken me and I cannot function in the manner I am acccustomed to.
Now, I must lie here quietly. You do not see me, but I am growing bigger than ever. When you only exist, I may live...when you live, I only exist. BUT I am here-And until we meet again, if we meet again..I wish you death and suffering.
Today i'm telling him to go lay down by his dish!!!! \\//peace
ellen said
Apr 20, 2005
I think that we should post this a couple times a month, reminders about how this disease works is great. may help in reflecting upon recent behaviors--keep us in check. Thanks for the share.
Rick said
Apr 21, 2005
I needed this one bad. In a period of growth, as I have learned. Hope the pain subsides soon. I could work on it if I knew what it was. More meetings More prayer Less work More fun Looking for some new balance, I think? Why would I be here at 3 AM? Guess i need to be.
Was going to dive into the BB, but ended up here. Maybe I can go back to sleep now? Maybe not? Who knows?? All I know, i"m out of balance> Things were sooo good a week ago, What happened ?? Why does it last?? My desease is a pain in my A.
I hate meetings. I am the disease of addiction. I hate everyone who has a program. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering.
Allow me to introduce myself. I am the disease of adddicton. Cunning, Baffling, and very powerful; that's me.I have killed millions, and I am pleased. I love to catch you with the element of surprise. I love pretending I am your freind and lover. I have given you comfort, have I not? I was THERE. I love to make you hurt. I love to make you cry. Better yet, I love when I make you so numb you can do neither. You can't feel anything at all. This is true glory for me. I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long-term suffering. I have been there for you always. When things were not going right in yur life, you invited me. You said you did not deserve these good things, and I was the only one that would agree with you. Together we were able to destroty all things good in your life.
People do not take me seriously. They take strokes, heart attacts, even diabetes seriously. Fools that they are, they don't know that without my help, these things would not be made possible.
I am such a hated disease and yet I do not come uninvited. YOU choose to have me. So many have chosen me over reality and peace.
More than you hate me; I hate all of you who have a 12 step program. Your program, your meetings, your higher powers. They all weaken me and I cannot function in the manner I am acccustomed to.
Now, I must lie here quietly. You do not see me, but I am growing bigger than ever. When you only exist, I may live...when you live, I only exist. BUT I am here-And until we meet again, if we meet again..I wish you death and suffering.
Today i'm telling him to go lay down by his dish!!!! \\//peace
I needed this one bad. In a period of growth, as I have learned. Hope the pain subsides soon. I could work on it if I knew what it was. More meetings More prayer Less work More fun Looking for some new balance, I think? Why would I be here at 3 AM? Guess i need to be.
Was going to dive into the BB, but ended up here. Maybe I can go back to sleep now? Maybe not? Who knows?? All I know, i"m out of balance> Things were sooo good a week ago, What happened ?? Why does it last?? My desease is a pain in my A.
Good Night