...were alcohol has been involved, we have been strangely insane.

Alcoholism required me to drink, whether I wanted to or not.  Insanity dominated my life and was the essence of my disease.  It robbed me of the freedom of choice over drinking and, therefore, robbed me of all other chioices.  When I drank, I was unable to make effective choices in any part of my life and life became unmanageable.

I ask God to help me understand and accept the full meaning of the disease of alcoholism.

Good morning Ellen.:)   Insane? Yup.

Still have a few days where Im here cause Im not all there.:)

You have a great day Gal.

Very very true.  I did things I never thought I'd lower myself to do to get the alcohol.  Or I would do things that I wouldn't remember that I hated myself for and then get drunk again the next day. 

And, I never made good choices, whether I was dry or drunk.