"To be doomed to an alcoholic death or to live on a spiritual basis
are not always easy alternatives to face."

~Alcoholics Anonymous, 4th Edition, We Agnostics, Page 44~

no they werent easy for me 15 years ago.  but 15 years later the choice was made perfectly clear.  when i realised that my way was bull**** and getting me nowhere fast.  well some where like jail institutions and death.  it all took time and it was all in gods time because believe me i am not this smart,lol. great thing to think about....god bless