I like that, just when I think I understand everything, I regain consciousness. I don't know, having a rough time, maybe the sun needs to come back out, or I need to find that shut-off valve for the Heart. duh! Head has it, not the heart yet. doy, feel stupid. The only person I am supposed to be lovin is myself right now, I guess. Did you have any luck finding that shut-off valve? Hubby is back in AA, taking meetings very seriously--NOW. All the wasted time--Stuck in Feelings...feelings...feelings...Gee, I think I'll go read some of the jokes you sent me--what else can I do? Why does the heart have to go on loving longer than it's supposed to? I know, broken record, blah, blah, blah, just keep on prayint that one day I''ll wake up, and those feelings will be HHHHIIIIIIISSSSSSTTTTTTTOOOOOOORRRRYYYYYY ! ! !
Phil said
Jan 11, 2005
Yo Sal. um-youve kinda lost me here.
Is this about living in yesterday? Fear of tomorrow? And kinda crappin in today?
Shutting off valve to the heart? I had it shut off for too many years.
Now the valve is wide open, with a few little valves called boundaries.
Its ok to feel how we feel. Its what we do with those feelings. I learned that one here somewhere.
Is this about regretting something in the past? Shoulda, woulda, coulda?
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God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
Courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference.
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Self confidence and self esteem--insecurities within oneself?
Wrapped up in what others are doing?
Everythings going ok, and one is not used to that?
Am I getting warm here Gal?
-- Edited by Phil at 17:18, 2005-01-11
wallsal55 said
Jan 12, 2005
Just because someone came into your life and is now gone--doesn't mean the Heart doesn't go on loving---
I guess that's more specific. Yeah, I suppose, it's all the stuff you just posted, too. Just want the heart to shed that last tear and move on.
I like that, just when I think I understand everything, I regain consciousness. I don't know, having a rough time, maybe the sun needs to come back out, or I need to find that shut-off valve for the Heart. duh! Head has it, not the heart yet. doy, feel stupid. The only person I am supposed to be lovin is myself right now, I guess. Did you have any luck finding that shut-off valve? Hubby is back in AA, taking meetings very seriously--NOW. All the wasted time--Stuck in Feelings...feelings...feelings...Gee, I think I'll go read some of the jokes you sent me--what else can I do? Why does the heart have to go on loving longer than it's supposed to? I know, broken record, blah, blah, blah, just keep on prayint that one day I''ll wake up, and those feelings will be HHHHIIIIIIISSSSSSTTTTTTTOOOOOOORRRRYYYYYY ! ! !
-- Edited by Phil at 17:18, 2005-01-11
Just because someone came into your life and is now gone--doesn't mean the Heart doesn't go on loving---
I guess that's more specific. Yeah, I suppose, it's all the stuff you just posted, too. Just want the heart to shed that last tear and move on.